I forgot to tell you about my weird baby dream. I had my little newborn daughter. She was soo cute and squishy. She was about a month old in the dream. Then I realized that I had forgotten to breastfeed her. My milk had dried up. The rest of the dream was me doing crazy old-wives-taley things to try to get my milk back. I think my boobs were even a little shriveled.
Is it because my boobs hurt?
Is it because part of me is afraid I’ll never get my chance to breastfeed?
All I know is when I hold my baby in a dream it gives me a feeling of fullness that I carry around with me all day.