My “I Pity the RE” post was linked by one of those weird blogs that seems to be run by a computer that does searches for key words and links to blogs. (You can see it in the comment section.) But before I realized it was automatic, I got all insecure.
The computer’s post said, “This is incredible. Check it out.” And the name of the blog was “Massage Therapy Blog.” So I thought for a moment… incredible how? Unbelievably wacko? Sooo very far from natural that it deserves your scrutiny? She’s incredibly out of touch with her body?
Then I took a good long Micheal Jackson late-80’s look at myself. I do seem a little crazy. I feel a little crazy. I wish I were not so freakin’ testy. I used to be a nice girl. Just ask anyone who knew me when I was 16… or even 26. But now I’m just a stereo-typical angry red-head/lesbian/New Yorker. (Gee the cards are a little stacked against me, I guess.) My mom posted about feeling a little down in the dumps and how St. John’s Wort has always helped her out in that way. I was about to run out and buy one, when I remembered that I think it gives me insomnia or something… I can’t quite remember, but I remember it wasn’t good. Oh! Maybe that was ginseng for the memory that didn’t work. Ha. I forgot which drug didn’t help my memory. I’m feelin’ a little old, too. Anyway, I was just wondering if any of you wonderful earth-mother healthy-type folks know of any food or plant that can cheer me up and make me nice again. Thanks in advance.