Category Archives: the big guns

One Year Ago, Yesterday

I was at the end of my TTC rope. I was ready to give up. Maybe I would try one more time without drugs with a yet-unidentified fresh donor, but that was it. I was ready to start begging my … Continue reading

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Happy Birthday to….

…my blog!  And my mom! I won’t say how old my mother is.  She looks almost as young as me and her spirit is that of a twenty-year-old while I still sometimes trip over into worried grandma mode.  So happy … Continue reading

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Open Mouth, Insert Foot

I’m almost getting used to the taste of my feet.  They have spent a lot of time in my mouth. But I have to take some effort, perhaps minor surgery, to remove both of them this time. You see, I … Continue reading

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A Little Better

Today I felt a little less mean. I was a little less stressed. I also felt crampy like I’m going to get my period.  I actually checked when I went to the bathroom. I’m trying not to twinge, so I’m … Continue reading

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Thanks to the Injectionables

Day 5 po I have lost my ever-loving mind. I will cry and hate myself over the dumbest things.  This morning I couldn’t find five spelling tests that I actually took home in my jeans pocket last week.  I left … Continue reading

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Well, duh.

TS Eliot has some great quote about once you’ve looked long and hard for something, you’ll find that you already found it when you started.  Here it is: We shall not cease from exploration, and the end of all our … Continue reading

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Day 3 po: Not Twinging, Just Whining

A general feeling of yuck has washed over me. My boobs hurt and every time they get elbowed by my son or accidentally bumped into, I am reminded of how last month I fell for that pain hook, line and … Continue reading

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Karate Thoughts, Green Tea & Victorian Photography

This morning, while sitting in the waiting room, I started to feel like I was ovulating on the right side. I was alone because my honey could not avoid going to work being one of two supervisors. I knew it … Continue reading

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Hookey Day!

Yesterday I went in for the ultrasound and he told me we’d do the IUIs today and tomorrow. This has been such a crazy week that I decided to take today off as a mental health/possibly buckled over in ovulation … Continue reading

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How Maggie Made My Follicles Grow

Monday was a bad day. It started the night before. We had finally gotten the green light on our kitchen renovation. That meant that we had to move every little thing in there, outta there. So we were up pretty … Continue reading

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