Monthly Archives: October 2007
The Plan
Sorry for pins and needles. I’ve decided to test tomorrow. I need one more day of hope. (No blood today!)
Filed under Waiting and waiting and...
Twinge/Untwinge
I woke up with that periody feeling this morning. (Not pregnant?) I had a slightly elevated temperature last night and right now. (Pregnant?) I did not have much patience today. (Not pregnant? Or just the day before Halloween with 18 … Continue reading
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Weird Baby Dream
I forgot to tell you about my weird baby dream. I had my little newborn daughter. She was soo cute and squishy. She was about a month old in the dream. Then I realized that I had forgotten to breastfeed … Continue reading
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Day 10
Whew. Only a few more days to go. I don’t know, people. I didn’t feel crampy. I was a little short-tempered. Thinking over it, though, I think anyone would have been short-tempered with my class today. Oh, and goddess bless … Continue reading
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Esperanzita
That means “little hope” in Spanish. As in, I’m actually getting a little. I don’t want it, though. Damn it. In this TWV business, hope is a thing with razors as far as I’m concerned. But here’s the thing. I … Continue reading
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It Is Soooooo Hard…
…to not twinge when one is buckled over in pain on one’s bed for three hours. This is my third day of laying-in-bed menstrual-like cramps. In a normal cycle I do not cramp until day 9. I started cramping at … Continue reading
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Effie, We’ve All Got Pains!
My efforts not to think I’m pregnant after every little twinge, also known as “twinging,” are starting to falter. My boobs hurt. I’m wearing a tight sports bra so they won’t move. If you read my blog, you’ll know that … Continue reading
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A Little Better
Today I felt a little less mean. I was a little less stressed. I also felt crampy like I’m going to get my period. I actually checked when I went to the bathroom. I’m trying not to twinge, so I’m … Continue reading
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Thanks to the Injectionables
Day 5 po I have lost my ever-loving mind. I will cry and hate myself over the dumbest things. This morning I couldn’t find five spelling tests that I actually took home in my jeans pocket last week. I left … Continue reading
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Well, duh.
TS Eliot has some great quote about once you’ve looked long and hard for something, you’ll find that you already found it when you started. Here it is: We shall not cease from exploration, and the end of all our … Continue reading
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